Express

I am tired with your questions...
why only accept the goods?
You want I lie to you?
any gaps between us?
I am really stress with my studies...
and you don't know...
If can...I will give up my studies and concentrate on my piano...
Think positively,I shouldn't treat you that way...
may be my acting is really good...and everybody think that I am very happy and stress free...
I have my way to release...I just won't show to you...
I always hide my feeling because I don't want you to worry...
I scare to see senior crying infornt of me...because I feel like unprotacted...
I will panic if any senior crying infornt of me...
I won't show my real feeling to you all...
hiding deeply...

I do cry...sometimes...