My dream

I can't sleep tonight,because i sleep too much in the afternoon.

I seldom can sleep in the afternoon.I think I am too tired.And i keep dreaming.not willing to wake up because I really tired.

last saturday I went to an orchestra.Its really nice~my teacher got take part in the orchestra so that I only can get free tiket.as 'somebody' said i am so CHEAP.eveyrthing also want free.haha

Is really nice for taking part in a big orchestra team.Perharp,one day i can.but I know I need to put more time on my cello.sigh~
as vitor said,music and dance is cannot lie,because both of this need a lot of practice only can show the result.yes,I agree with him.

I think I need to put more affort on my cello.
But,everytime I just say,i didn't take action.so sad!

My grade 7 song is very hard to play.Not the notes but the speed and dynamic.

Sometime I am confusing which one is my dream.

Children?or Music?

or Children+Music?

I think may be this is my dream~




malaysia philharmonic orchestra

My moody day

Today is a moody day for me.
christy went for vacation.a little bit miss her.
nobody sit beside me,so i ask yy sit beside me.
normally yy sit behide me,so we seldom talk in the class.
but,she sit beside me we keep on talk and talk and talk.non-stop.
me and yy always use eye contact to communicate.so,when everytime we look at each other we will know what happen.so fun.^^

sigh~
the professional assignment.the others group want to pick 1 people from our group.they got not enough people so they break up our group.how can?
somemore said that,put christy in their group because christy is not there.my first respone is,CANNOT!!!CANNOT!!!CANNOT!!!HOW CAN?!!!
christy,you are important for us~
I feel that, they are not asking us,they are forcing us.
others group not accept you all so that come and break up our group.the reason is,our group too big!!!

Between,
am I bad?not really.
because I really cannot accept her.I don't know why.
A fren said I am 'small gas'.Am I?
I think I am not.
may be this is the way that I protect myself.
I think i am quite friendly people,not like 'some people'.doesn't wnat to socialize.
I don't know why when everytime I see her or I going to see her i will up set and angry.
somebodys can cure me?

Express!!!

I am having one week holiday.
Today is friday already.
my holiday gone like this.
I think is too short for me.
Can't do much thing.
Yesterday i gethering with my tuition gang. and also + hui zhi.
acutally all know each other and all same class before.really funny when i saw phiak ling and siew yee.phaik ling keep laughing.and siew yee keep jokking.we are really loud in the restaurant.and all of us tot the restaurant is a melay restaurant.because the name of the restaurant really look like a malay name.call,cafe...don't know what already.next time i ask phaik ling i let u all know.i think only her will remember,because she organize want.

wow~i think i very long dint organize already.
last time i always be the organizer,now no more already,because really tired.now very difficult to match the time.so all of us is hard to be gether.unless sometime gether with the small group people only.
oh yea,i think everyone of us very long dint see jolene already.only the people who same college with her got meet her bah.don't know how is she now already.A pretty, famous,and talents girl.never see her online before.
Jolene we miss u.

last Saturday sing k with mei sien they all at garden.
The kai yan very fuuny la.she sing until half,suddently go and open the door,and ask the waiter,'what u want now'? we are shock.kai yan so suddently.Garden's red box really expensive than others,but got buffer eat la.the buffer food very finish.because look like no need to paid.so fun.
frens,am i stingy?am i no bone?
i really angry with that people.i could'nt calm down after very long.at first,i tot i ok already,but she keep continue with her words like this.i really cannot stand.really wonder why i still can stand so long.i think that is not me.because Jing Mun is not like this!

After the holiday i think i am much more busy.
because my exam coming soon,my assignment not finish yet,my piano master class and trail also coming soon. and the most important thing is, my house going to renovate on tomorrow.
wow~I think my house will very dusty during the reno period.
then i my neighbourhse also get dirty.YEAH!!!i balance already.
please do not misunderstand that i am 'black heart'.my neighbout has renovate thier hse for 1 year.and i tahan the nosic sound for 1 year,also my baby car.now we do the same thing to them.wakakaka!!!!!!!

this is what i said before,u treat me bad,i will return the double for u!!!!

Cloudy after the rain

I am in the pc lap now.
Just now chrisy come and help me somthing.forgot to say thx to her.
thx christy!

Yesterday was so happy.
Because we get some jok.
Yen Kheng laugh until cry,really funny when we look at her face.
then everyone stomach pain already.

I think everything is ok now.
hope won't happen again.
letz work with streefree and have a happy college life.

Silent

Less talk less conflict.
this is from a very knowlegeable frens.
Always be silent.
Then,everything will be peace.
But,i am a talkactive person.I hope i can.


People who loves to bully,
please stop it.
People who let people to bully,
please be strong.

Learn from the experience

Hot tempered

I don't know what happen to me.
I easily to get angry nowadays.
May be is just for somebody(s).
I think i cannot stand for people(s) who loves to show off and step on people.
I think once or twice i can stand for it.But not always.
I really dislike this kind of life~
Difficult to control my emotion.
Everyone is suffering.