My moody day

Today is a moody day for me.
christy went for vacation.a little bit miss her.
nobody sit beside me,so i ask yy sit beside me.
normally yy sit behide me,so we seldom talk in the class.
but,she sit beside me we keep on talk and talk and talk.non-stop.
me and yy always use eye contact to communicate.so,when everytime we look at each other we will know what happen.so fun.^^

sigh~
the professional assignment.the others group want to pick 1 people from our group.they got not enough people so they break up our group.how can?
somemore said that,put christy in their group because christy is not there.my first respone is,CANNOT!!!CANNOT!!!CANNOT!!!HOW CAN?!!!
christy,you are important for us~
I feel that, they are not asking us,they are forcing us.
others group not accept you all so that come and break up our group.the reason is,our group too big!!!

Between,
am I bad?not really.
because I really cannot accept her.I don't know why.
A fren said I am 'small gas'.Am I?
I think I am not.
may be this is the way that I protect myself.
I think i am quite friendly people,not like 'some people'.doesn't wnat to socialize.
I don't know why when everytime I see her or I going to see her i will up set and angry.
somebodys can cure me?